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Alternative Day

December 10, 2020

I had my one bottle of wine last night and I felt like I was climbing the walls when I finished it. I knew I had another bottle but I was determined not to drink it. I promised myself that I wouldn’t. I took that as a step forward to my sobriety. Not giving in.

My husband knew I had been drinking last night , and I know that upsets him. Understandably so. He hates seeing me in that state. I was nowhere near as drunk as I was usually. He asked me this morning why I was drinking last night. I told him ‘I have no control, it’s fucking hard!!’ I don’t know if it was what I said or that he’s been talking to someone, but he just carried on like he normally would. Strange after he hadn’t been talking to me since I got drunk on Monday night. Maybe he finally gets it, having addiction is hard work….and fighting it and overcoming it is harder!

I know I have a long hard road ahead of me. But as the saying goes

So that other bottle of wine is in the house. So, I opened it. I feeling pissed at myself for doing so. But it’s still not stopping me. One bottle is better than two yeh?

One day at a time

D x

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